Laura-Marie's bassoon news
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
courage
I'm scared to practice because I'm afraid I'll get discouraged again, but if I don't practice, then I will be creating more discouragement because I will not improve. So I need to have courage and just try.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
discouraged
Today practice was discouraging. I keep tackling stuff that's too hard for me, maybe? I should spend more time playing stuff that I can play and getting my muscles strong, maybe. I am having a hard time with this one phrase of my new solo where I'm supposed to slur something that seem impossible to slur. This is where a teacher might be helpful. But Ming found a metronome, and I played my solo with it, too slow, and that was good.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
singing to myself
Yesterday I had wasn't feeling well and didn't practice. Today I was feeling better, and I got finished practicing just now. I had a good practice. I played another recognizable tune that I got off the internet. It was fun.
And I worked on a very simple solo. I almost got it down, actually. That's how simple it is. I have the piano part so the bassoon music is small on the top. But I want to take it to my friend who plays piano and play it with her. The rhythm is actually a little tricky. I had to pat my thigh and sing it to myself.
And I worked on a very simple solo. I almost got it down, actually. That's how simple it is. I have the piano part so the bassoon music is small on the top. But I want to take it to my friend who plays piano and play it with her. The rhythm is actually a little tricky. I had to pat my thigh and sing it to myself.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
good again
Practice this morning was good again. I played some Weissenborn that's supposed to be legato but I'm playing it with the notes separated. I just wanted some different music, but I don't know if I'm ready for legato. I'll try tomorrow.
I played someone nice's free arrangement of a little Bach, a minuet. Just the first ten bars or so. It was fun to play something recognizable.
I'm having trouble with a couple high notes I'm trying. My left thumb doesn't want to find the correct key. I stop and look down.
I played someone nice's free arrangement of a little Bach, a minuet. Just the first ten bars or so. It was fun to play something recognizable.
I'm having trouble with a couple high notes I'm trying. My left thumb doesn't want to find the correct key. I stop and look down.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
good
Practice this morning was good. My left arm doesn't hurt anymore. I played four scales--F major, B flat major, C major, and G major. And I played a little of a chromatic scale, starting low. I'm moving through the first few pages of the Weissenborn. I tinkered with some solos and didn't get very far at all. I need to learn the fingerings of more high notes. I was telling Ming how it's easier to have someone show me than puzzling over the symbols. So again I'm lamenting my lack of teacher.
And I resist tenor clef. One day I will have to relearn it, but I never had a good grasp on it to begin with!
And I resist tenor clef. One day I will have to relearn it, but I never had a good grasp on it to begin with!
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
again
This morning I practiced again. I don't feel the sense of elation I felt yesterday, realizing how much I remembered. I just feel the sense that I have a long road ahead of me. It's a good road, but lonely to trudge on my own. Wish I had a teacher. Wish I didn't worry about bothering neighbors.
My left arm aches, some muscles I'm not used to using. My mouth feels good, though. The open F where only the whisper key is pressed, hard to keep that in tune. I mean, I'm sure I'm out of tune a lot, but that note seems so vulnerable.
My left arm aches, some muscles I'm not used to using. My mouth feels good, though. The open F where only the whisper key is pressed, hard to keep that in tune. I mean, I'm sure I'm out of tune a lot, but that note seems so vulnerable.
Monday, January 7, 2013
yes
This morning I practiced. It was my first time in more than...16 years or something like that. I'm amazed at what I remember. I played some Weissenborn and my favorite scale. I did remember that scale.
I puzzled over a fingering chart I found on the internet.
I need more scales to play because I don't remember them. And I wish to apologize to my neighbors, but I don't know if I will.
The smell of cork grease, the sound of spit in the bocal, the feeling of doing something different and meaningful and good with my body. The sound of making sound.
I puzzled over a fingering chart I found on the internet.
I need more scales to play because I don't remember them. And I wish to apologize to my neighbors, but I don't know if I will.
The smell of cork grease, the sound of spit in the bocal, the feeling of doing something different and meaningful and good with my body. The sound of making sound.
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