yes

This morning I practiced.  It was my first time in more than...16 years or something like that.  I'm amazed at what I remember.  I played some Weissenborn and my favorite scale.  I did remember that scale. 

I puzzled over a fingering chart I found on the internet. 

I need more scales to play because I don't remember them.  And I wish to apologize to my neighbors, but I don't know if I will.  

The smell of cork grease, the sound of spit in the bocal, the feeling of doing something different and meaningful and good with my body.  The sound of making sound.